The fucking myspace advert saying "Need an Asian wife" makes me feel really degraded for some reason. There might seriously be Asian women who want to get out from where they are, but still...making an advert for that is totally unnecessary and ridiculous on top of it.
I had a fairly good day where things worked out fine. I drove well and I was good on tills at work this time. I didn't even mind the snow today. But I can't help feeling sad still for whatsoever reason. Thinking about something that happened a while ago. Thinking about things that have not yet happened. And thinking about somebody. Yeah, they make me sad. And I'm still longing for a change and for some fun. I'm still extremely stressed with many things, which is why I need the change and the fun. I've not been a good friend either, but at the end of the day you might say: have you ever been a good friend? I'd answer it with no. I've never been and I don't think I ever will be. But I appreciate it so much for those who are there for me. I just can't stress this enough. I hate it when I let those ones down for people who don't even deserve my attention. But I tend to like those who don't give a toss about me and I don't know why. I don't think that I'll ever understand it. It's maybe a women thing.
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Driving in snow is fun if youve got no place to go. but the bigges pain in the neck if your late. funny how that works. how snow can make you smile with nestalgia or can make you want to inflict pain on the next closest thing that breathes.
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